| i cant take this anymore. |
[Saturday
January 28th, 2006
2:24pm] |
i cant do this anymore.
im leaving my house.
and im not coming back.
this house have put me down for almost 15 years.
i cant live with someone that hates me.
im trying to make it easy for them.
but her the most.
she is the one that says i love you but is putting a knife in my back at the sametime.
i wish i could just tell her that IHATEHER.
but i cant.
im done.
sorry.
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[Tuesday
January 10th, 2006
8:36pm] |
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over and over again. |
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i hate homework!
i have so much.
school was ok today.
i love even days.
casey said he would call (i hope he does)
zane is the best person in the world!
i love him.
and alex is so sweet.
i wish i could hug him right now.
o and i think diane hates me.
but whatever.
idc.
really nothing else to say.
night.
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[Monday
January 9th, 2006
8:10pm] |
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Panic! At The Disco |
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I know now that I want to go to South Miami.
There is nothing that can hold me back now.
I hate southwest, no sorry I dont hate the school I hate the people in it.
I really hope that S.M. is alot better.
to:
mike jonesss
if you have something to say, say it in my face.
dont hold back. =D
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[Wednesday
January 4th, 2006
11:13pm] |
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pissed off |
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alex you rock my world!
=D
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| damn. |
[Wednesday
January 4th, 2006
11:00pm] |
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today is now the worst day of my life!
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on mourning view today i said that i would give up on guys and for the people that know me, they know that i meant either be single, or give up on the same type of guy!
i dont have anything aganist gay people, its just that i like guys and i will always like guys!
sorry if you thought something else.
other then that...
today i went to south miami so casey could help me with my h.w.
that was fun, it was so nice to see him.
<3 =D
i might go to south miami next year!
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| i dont know anymore. |
[Monday
January 2nd, 2006
4:45pm] |
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Hawthrone Heights- Ohio is for lovers |
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I dont know what to do anymore.
I dont know if I should just give up on everything, or try to make it work.
It seems like my life is to make everyone else happy.
And now that it is a new year, I want this year to be mine.
Everything I do will be for me.
For this new year I will:
Stay with a guy!
Do good in school.
Wear what I want to wear!=]
When you think about it it's not alot, but I can think of more.
Also, I just want to say that Fran & Kris you guys rock!
ilu.
Stefan you are a great bf, but you NEVER call.
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I dont know if I should tell you, or not.
Im done with this shit.
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[Wednesday
December 14th, 2005
7:30pm] |
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Taking Back Sunday- You are so last summer |
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This is like my 4th LJ!
And what a day to get another one.
Today is the best/worst day of my life.
I dont know where to begin!!!
My bf was so stupid today, that he did shit and he couldnt even walk so i had to take him home.
He wouldnt stop saying im sorry, and as his last sorry was his good-bye a tear ran down my face.
That was the worst part of today.
The best part, would have to be when apple, banana, grape, orange, && pineapple went to McDonalds.
I ♥ apple && banana.
not much to say but this.
a day might suck, but there are 365 days in a year.
ilu.
jeni_capri.
p.s.
Christmas is 11 days away!
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