Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing

i cant take this anymore.

2006-01-28T19:24:48Z

i cant do this anymore.
im leaving my house.
and im not coming back.
this house have put me down for almost 15 years.
i cant live with someone that hates me.
im trying to make it easy for them.
but her the most.
she is the one that says i love you but is putting a knife in my back at the sametime.
i wish i could just tell her that IHATEHER.
but i cant.
im done.
sorry.

jeni_capri @ 2006-01-10T20:36:00

2006-01-11T01:38:56Z

i hate homework!
i have so much.
school was ok today.
i love even days.
casey said he would call (i hope he does)
zane is the best person in the world!
i love him.
and alex is so sweet.
i wish i could hug him right now.
o and i think diane hates me.
but whatever.
idc.
really nothing else to say.
night.

jeni_capri @ 2006-01-09T20:10:00

2006-01-10T01:15:26Z

I know now that I want to go to South Miami.
There is nothing that can hold me back now.
I hate southwest, no sorry I dont hate the school I hate the people in it.
I really hope that S.M. is alot better.

to:
mike jonesss

if you have something to say, say it in my face.
dont hold back. =D

jeni_capri @ 2006-01-04T23:13:00

2006-01-05T04:13:59Z

alex you rock my world!
=D

damn.

2006-01-05T04:07:59Z

today is now the worst day of my life!
=[
on mourning view today i said that i would give up on guys and for the people that know me, they know that i meant either be single, or give up on the same type of guy!
i dont have anything aganist gay people, its just that i like guys and i will always like guys!
sorry if you thought something else.

other then that...

today i went to south miami so casey could help me with my h.w.
that was fun, it was so nice to see him.
<3 =D

i might go to south miami next year!
=[

i dont know anymore.

2006-01-02T21:50:13Z

I dont know what to do anymore.
I dont know if I should just give up on everything, or try to make it work.
It seems like my life is to make everyone else happy.
And now that it is a new year, I want this year to be mine.
Everything I do will be for me.
For this new year I will:

Stay with a guy!
Do good in school.
Wear what I want to wear!=]
When you think about it it's not alot, but I can think of more.

Also, I just want to say that Fran & Kris you guys rock!
ilu.
Stefan you are a great bf, but you NEVER call.
=[
I dont know if I should tell you, or not.
Im done with this shit.

jeni_capri @ 2005-12-14T19:30:00

2005-12-15T00:33:52Z

This is like my 4th LJ!
And what a day to get another one.
Today is the best/worst day of my life.
I dont know where to begin!!!
My bf was so stupid today, that he did shit and he couldnt even walk so i had to take him home.
He wouldnt stop saying im sorry, and as his last sorry was his good-bye a tear ran down my face.
That was the worst part of today.
The best part, would have to be when apple, banana, grape, orange, && pineapple went to McDonalds.
I &hearts; apple && banana.
not much to say but this.
a day might suck, but there are 365 days in a year.

ilu.
jeni_capri.

p.s.

Christmas is 11 days away!